[wishinandhopin]

Always.

I can relate to getting "bra checked" and the humiliation of not even having a bra on. I got called names for my flat chest. Luckily I had a pretty face to balance things out, so I always had boys that liked me.

I can also relate to being a child and my sister and I stuffing my moms bras so we could pretend we had boobs.

It was always depressing that even as a nursing mom I had a hard time finding a nursing bra small enough (I think 34B was the smallest they come and I could only fill it out for a week or two). Bra shopping was always depressing for me. It helps to be in the correct size now, though! Gave me a confidence boost.

My sisters both have breast implants. I am the only natural boobed girl left in the family. So, it did make me feel a little bad about myself sometimes. In my past marriage it made me feel unsexy sometimes and could cause me issues in enjoying my body with my partner. Nothing terrible, but not good either.

So, I've always struggled with loving my boobs for what they are. I have thought about implants, but I don't want them. I honestly just want to feel natural flesh and tissue just a personal preference).