18-06-2014, 01:01
I find the second one a little creepy...you can tell it's not natural. Does she even have a bumhole? :L But then I'm not a fan of the hairless look in general tbh.
Like the others, I can't tell you what to do - and if surgery really is the only thing that will make you feel better about the past, then it's your body and if it does make you feel better, it's nobody's business. I think it'd be better and less risky to just wait it out and learn to love how you are though. You're not your past, and your body isn't wrong because of what has happened to it. Maybe you'll find the right partner that you trust enough to let help you learn to enjoy the way you are, and you'll be glad you never let the past own you. What if you get surgery and you still don't like what you see, or you lose sensation? i'd say what it feels like to you is much more important than how it looks!
Like the others, I can't tell you what to do - and if surgery really is the only thing that will make you feel better about the past, then it's your body and if it does make you feel better, it's nobody's business. I think it'd be better and less risky to just wait it out and learn to love how you are though. You're not your past, and your body isn't wrong because of what has happened to it. Maybe you'll find the right partner that you trust enough to let help you learn to enjoy the way you are, and you'll be glad you never let the past own you. What if you get surgery and you still don't like what you see, or you lose sensation? i'd say what it feels like to you is much more important than how it looks!