[blessedbreasts]

My Kangzhu cup gifted me with a deep dark red mark on my right breast. Not pumping at all until it's gone. It's the worst mark I've ever gotten. I think the silicon padding slipped while I pumped in that spot and the plastic rim of the cup dug into me. I didn't feel it (I would have stopped immediately if I had), but in hindsight, the silicon did look like it was curling off. The mark looks like it's going to be stubborn and take its time fading.

Also, I'm swearing off purchasing anything else for a while. I thought about it and figured, if my boobs are going to be getting bigger anyway, I probably should hold off on buying any more bras. Thankfully I just did a bra haul last month of 32Ds. The band is too big, but they're comfortable and not choking my breasts. They'll do until I decide it's okay to spend money again.

I'm going to try to give the rest of my body some credit, too. I have a trim torso, and just today I was at a party and I was wearing a fitted shirt that hugged my waist. I caught a cute (like REALLY cute) guy staring at my stomach. It made me a little self-conscious, ha ha ha. But later I thought of it and felt proud that my belly is flat and toned.

There's so much more to my body than my boobs.

Go you!
Youve got a great breast size too already
ps hoped you smiled back at him! Oh and dont get me started on tummies! I have a real food problem at the moment!

Thank you!

I didn't, because me being me (and having abysmally low self esteem), I immediately thought 'OH NO am I bloated from eating?' because I'd just had a meal. So I quickly looked down at myself to make sure I wasn't.

We have opposite problems right now! I've been so stressed and worried that I have no appetite! There was cake at the party and I didn't eat any. I had to talk myself into finishing what I did get a plate of. And then my dad made delicious grilled food and I didn't have any. I only had one meal today.

Psh Ella you're so tiny. I doubt your tummy is as bad as you think.

Eat Sis Eat! Your boobies need it, you need it.
I wish you had better self esteem. Do you not realise by now how cool and funny you are??!!!!

I know, I know! I just can't stand eating when I'm worried, and even after the worry or stress has passed, my appetite is shy for a bit, like it has to recover. My poor, starved boobies. :'(

You're so sweet. I just feel so goofy and childish all the time, though. It's okay. Keeps me humble.