[caitemh]

Good day everyone. I'm just doing a tiny update, because it's a big new step for me!

I have been slacking a bit, not noogling and only the occasional massage.

I've been trying to keep my mind busy, my days busy, and I'm trying to make new friends to have fun with my life.

I went shopping the other day at the mall, and stopped for a pack of cigarettes at the smoke shop. They didn't have my brand so I opted for another I used to smoke. The cashier rang up my pack, and to my surprise, it came to $17.00! For one pack!

Well I was rather shocked, then absolutely angry at the pricing. I couldn't keep paying that much money to kill myself!

I did finish that pack, because I bought it, but I have decided that I'm no longer a smoker. Today is day one, but I'm feeling rather cool about it. I figure I will easily be able to save the money I need to purchase my beautiful teacup pig I'm coveting. Haha

So with the smoking eliminated, hopefully I can gain weight a little bit easier and fill out more. No more skin and bones. I'm also looking forward to the physical limitations being lessened over time. I miss being fit.

Anyway, take care girls.