[caitemh]

I feel like its maybe time to update...maybe reach out to you girls for some support right now.

I haven't been focusing at all on my program for the last week..I just split up with my long term boyfriend.

It's been exhausting for us to continue, as we were very dysfunctional..Troubles communicating, my anxiety, blah blah blah. I guess my hormones had been racing pretty bad one night, mixed with a bout of crazy panic attacks...And I left him. Two days after, the regret and the ideas of my mistake came crashing over me...It's been rough. He's refused to talk to me about it until he has had time to get over a bit of his hurt...I guess I deserve that one.

I managed to get the energy for a massage last night, but it was brief and I was nervous about my mother coming out in the middle of the night..

I've gotta get myself eating properly again, one meal a day is not healthy. My boob journey is not over, merely put on hold for the time being? I've been consistent with my herbs though. No noogling (I have no privacy!). Weird thing is, my breasts have been aching like MAD since the breakup. I wonder why!

Hopefully I get closure soon with the man..I'm ready to accept whatever he chooses..I just hope its the choice where we get to sit down and legitimately talk about our problems..

Warm regards ladies, have a good one..