04-02-2013, 04:06 AM
I am constantly depressed because my breasts don't match. One looks normal, while the other is incredibly puffy, the nipple a bit distorted and bumps everywhere. I hate it. Even if I have been dating my significant other for over a year I still hate undressing in front of him. It's gotten so bad that one of my ex boyfriends told me to get checked because it wasn't normal and my other one spread it around to his frat brothers (got back to me from one of the guys' gfs who I was close to). Anyway yes they're jerks but if practically every guy has thought this of me, then this must be what the general population thinks of my breasts...ugly, deformed. I know what you're going to say, you'll find plenty of guys who'll appreciate it....but the point is I know for a fact what I have is different, and not normal and that will always haunt me. Regardless if my significant other appreciates what I have I will always know that he probably at one point thought it was odd.
Anyway I know you need to appreciate what you have, but at this point I don't even care if i have puffy, distorted, bumpy nipples...just as long as they match! Why did one of my boobs have to signifcantly be different from the other. I'd be less depressed and content if they just looked the same, even if they were both ugly. But the fact that each side of my boob looks completely different than the other just makes my situation a lot worse.
Anyway I know you need to appreciate what you have, but at this point I don't even care if i have puffy, distorted, bumpy nipples...just as long as they match! Why did one of my boobs have to signifcantly be different from the other. I'd be less depressed and content if they just looked the same, even if they were both ugly. But the fact that each side of my boob looks completely different than the other just makes my situation a lot worse.