15-05-2012, 12:39 AM
I'm in a state of panic literally.
I went on birth control when I stopped weaning two years ago and then gradually added herbs and had some success. I took two breaks over the last two years. The last one was three months ago. I went on milk thistle to cleanse and my boobs swelled unbelievably but then went back down to the size I was on the other herbs.
I can't really tell WHAT went wrong! I got tonsillitus and doc injected me with super strong anti-biotics. I lost boobage in like two days! My bras didn't quite fit! Then when I went off, they got a little better gradually but I lost a lot of weight from being under stress, moving, doin impossibly insane amounts of wirk, not sleeping or eating well ... so my boobs were small. And that was okay. I didn't expect anything different under the circumstances. Then I move city and have bad allergic asthma. Doctor prescribes anti-allergies and steroids and an de-congestant. And within a week, I'm just ... completely FLAT! Just when I thought it couldn't get worse! I mean this is insane! =(( I started NBE again but I ... feel nothing. =( It's only been a couple of days but ... I should get a boost, no? ??!! I should feel something after a chi massage? Like before? =( I got so used to constantly ... feeling my boobs there ... this is weird. I'm so scared this might be permanent! =((( I cuss all the time cuz I just bought new bras and now none of them fit. =/ I know I sound hysterical but ... when I shower of change, I don't even want to look at myself! They weren't even like this when I weaned!
What do I do??! =( (Calm down, you would probably say!)
I went on birth control when I stopped weaning two years ago and then gradually added herbs and had some success. I took two breaks over the last two years. The last one was three months ago. I went on milk thistle to cleanse and my boobs swelled unbelievably but then went back down to the size I was on the other herbs.
I can't really tell WHAT went wrong! I got tonsillitus and doc injected me with super strong anti-biotics. I lost boobage in like two days! My bras didn't quite fit! Then when I went off, they got a little better gradually but I lost a lot of weight from being under stress, moving, doin impossibly insane amounts of wirk, not sleeping or eating well ... so my boobs were small. And that was okay. I didn't expect anything different under the circumstances. Then I move city and have bad allergic asthma. Doctor prescribes anti-allergies and steroids and an de-congestant. And within a week, I'm just ... completely FLAT! Just when I thought it couldn't get worse! I mean this is insane! =(( I started NBE again but I ... feel nothing. =( It's only been a couple of days but ... I should get a boost, no? ??!! I should feel something after a chi massage? Like before? =( I got so used to constantly ... feeling my boobs there ... this is weird. I'm so scared this might be permanent! =((( I cuss all the time cuz I just bought new bras and now none of them fit. =/ I know I sound hysterical but ... when I shower of change, I don't even want to look at myself! They weren't even like this when I weaned!
What do I do??! =( (Calm down, you would probably say!)