11-09-2014, 01:44 AM
I've only been ~seriously~ doing this for about 2 weeks now. I have a post over on the Introduction section that gives my back story. I thought I was having some progress but had a setback that's got me discouraged and kinda obsessing over correcting it. I'm going to try to recount what all I can remember.
Current problem: My right breast (the one that's originally smaller anyway) was catching up to the left one. They were almost the same size (right one just a tiny bit smaller, but more defined than the left) for a couple of days. Now the right one is drastically smaller than the left. The left is close to A territory, the right has gone back to a tiny AA status.
I've been taking MSM for about a month and a half now (this is what lead me to finding out about the world of NBE). I upped my dosage from 1 pill (1000mg) to 2 a day, for all of last week. But noticed (as well as a family member who's taking it for joint pain) that it was making me incredibly tired and sluggish. I also didn't notice any additional growth so I'm back to just 1000mg/day. Although it did noticeably help a few pitted scars (why I started MSM in the first place) when I upped my dose.
I've been doing the female deer massage for about 3 weeks now. I also started listening to guided hypnosis for over 2 weeks (but not every single night). I was listening to the RMR at least 20 times a day but dropped it. I was also listening to Sepian Med and a few other binaural beats videos but I'm afraid that they'll trigger hip/butt growth and I feel that mine are already too large for my build and comfort level.
So from MSM, massaging with vitamin e + coconut oil together, and listening to YT videos/hypnosis on a daily basis, I noticed that I had some growth in both breasts but more dramatically in my right one (which was awesome!).
Here's where I noticed things going downhill.
I bought some flax seed oil and fenugreek (610mg) capsules, both for massaging. That night, I took apart a fenugreek capsule and mixed some powder with some flax seed oil, then started massaging it mainly on my right breast (I was hoping to give it some extra boost to fully equal out with the left one). I used too much powder and made a really effective exfoliant... I found a container and just mixed some powder with the FSO + vitamin e oil + coconut oil. I let that mixture sit for a couple of nights. In the meantime, I started using just the flax seed oil on the massages. Then I started using the fenugreek/oils mixture before showering and some nights, and just randomly alternated nights with plain flax seed oil or the coconut + vitamin e oils mixture. But I've been mainly using the flax seed oil.
Ever since acquiring the FSO, I've been focusing mainly on my right breast with massages. On a nightly basis I'll do around 20 minutes worth on the right one and *maybe* 3 minutes worth on the left one (if even that). My left one is getting much bigger and may be close to being a full A cup now. My right one, not so much.
This past Sunday, my right breast was really sore and looked like it had shrunk down to almost where it was when I started NBE. It felt much more firmer too. This is when I stopped the YT videos. I also stopped using only FSO for the massage and went back to using coconut + vitamin e oils. I eased up on the massage on Sunday night and only did 15 minutes worth. I didn't bother taking MSM either on Sunday. On Monday most of the pain was gone. Then yesterday it started looking a tiny bit fuller again. But my left breast is a monster and wants to grow regardless, which seems like it'd be great, but it's just bumming me out with the progress of my right one. I've been trying my best to avoid touching the left one for nearly 4 days, haha. More than anything, I'd rather them be as close to the same size as possible.
I've toyed with the idea of taking the FSO internally, and did Monday and yesterday, just for general well being. But I may hold off on making that a daily habit until I get things balanced.
I've been hesitant to take fenugreek internally. At first I was afraid I'd cause lactation, smh, but realized that was not likely to happen. But now I'm afraid that again, it'll mess with my hips/butt or cause me to put on weight. I really don't want any extra curveage other than in my bust. However, after learning that fenugreek has been known to destroy cancer cells, I'm more open to taking it. I may take 1 610mg pill a day for a week just to see if it'll give me any kind of boost or how it'll affect me. But I'm thinking about using it to make a tincture to later mix with oils.
As of right now, I'm not sure whether or not I'll massage tonight. If I do, I may do it for 15 minutes and may include the left breast simultaneously just to see if for any reason I'll get the same results with the right breast as I did before when I'd simultaneously FDM them.
I'm going to try to keep this updated on a regular basis. I'll probably continue it with more detailed-yet-vague recollections of everything I can think of.
Current problem: My right breast (the one that's originally smaller anyway) was catching up to the left one. They were almost the same size (right one just a tiny bit smaller, but more defined than the left) for a couple of days. Now the right one is drastically smaller than the left. The left is close to A territory, the right has gone back to a tiny AA status.
I've been taking MSM for about a month and a half now (this is what lead me to finding out about the world of NBE). I upped my dosage from 1 pill (1000mg) to 2 a day, for all of last week. But noticed (as well as a family member who's taking it for joint pain) that it was making me incredibly tired and sluggish. I also didn't notice any additional growth so I'm back to just 1000mg/day. Although it did noticeably help a few pitted scars (why I started MSM in the first place) when I upped my dose.
I've been doing the female deer massage for about 3 weeks now. I also started listening to guided hypnosis for over 2 weeks (but not every single night). I was listening to the RMR at least 20 times a day but dropped it. I was also listening to Sepian Med and a few other binaural beats videos but I'm afraid that they'll trigger hip/butt growth and I feel that mine are already too large for my build and comfort level.
So from MSM, massaging with vitamin e + coconut oil together, and listening to YT videos/hypnosis on a daily basis, I noticed that I had some growth in both breasts but more dramatically in my right one (which was awesome!).
Here's where I noticed things going downhill.
I bought some flax seed oil and fenugreek (610mg) capsules, both for massaging. That night, I took apart a fenugreek capsule and mixed some powder with some flax seed oil, then started massaging it mainly on my right breast (I was hoping to give it some extra boost to fully equal out with the left one). I used too much powder and made a really effective exfoliant... I found a container and just mixed some powder with the FSO + vitamin e oil + coconut oil. I let that mixture sit for a couple of nights. In the meantime, I started using just the flax seed oil on the massages. Then I started using the fenugreek/oils mixture before showering and some nights, and just randomly alternated nights with plain flax seed oil or the coconut + vitamin e oils mixture. But I've been mainly using the flax seed oil.
Ever since acquiring the FSO, I've been focusing mainly on my right breast with massages. On a nightly basis I'll do around 20 minutes worth on the right one and *maybe* 3 minutes worth on the left one (if even that). My left one is getting much bigger and may be close to being a full A cup now. My right one, not so much.
This past Sunday, my right breast was really sore and looked like it had shrunk down to almost where it was when I started NBE. It felt much more firmer too. This is when I stopped the YT videos. I also stopped using only FSO for the massage and went back to using coconut + vitamin e oils. I eased up on the massage on Sunday night and only did 15 minutes worth. I didn't bother taking MSM either on Sunday. On Monday most of the pain was gone. Then yesterday it started looking a tiny bit fuller again. But my left breast is a monster and wants to grow regardless, which seems like it'd be great, but it's just bumming me out with the progress of my right one. I've been trying my best to avoid touching the left one for nearly 4 days, haha. More than anything, I'd rather them be as close to the same size as possible.
I've toyed with the idea of taking the FSO internally, and did Monday and yesterday, just for general well being. But I may hold off on making that a daily habit until I get things balanced.
I've been hesitant to take fenugreek internally. At first I was afraid I'd cause lactation, smh, but realized that was not likely to happen. But now I'm afraid that again, it'll mess with my hips/butt or cause me to put on weight. I really don't want any extra curveage other than in my bust. However, after learning that fenugreek has been known to destroy cancer cells, I'm more open to taking it. I may take 1 610mg pill a day for a week just to see if it'll give me any kind of boost or how it'll affect me. But I'm thinking about using it to make a tincture to later mix with oils.
As of right now, I'm not sure whether or not I'll massage tonight. If I do, I may do it for 15 minutes and may include the left breast simultaneously just to see if for any reason I'll get the same results with the right breast as I did before when I'd simultaneously FDM them.
I'm going to try to keep this updated on a regular basis. I'll probably continue it with more detailed-yet-vague recollections of everything I can think of.